1. |
won't be easy
02:33
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it would be so easy to let the waves wash over
drown it inside itself to hold it all together
but oh, how it warms my face
suffocates me in this space
that stretches far beyond the world can see
this won't be easy
it's the only thing i can do
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2. |
human
01:54
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oh, my face is fat and i have no tits
and i got a beer belly though i never drank it
i got hair all over and i don't like to shave
and my legs are bruised and swollen like i'm rotting in my grave
oh, my skin is greasy like my unbrushed hair
and i haven't changed my clothes in days and i don't even care
'cause my bones are bulky and i'm shaped like a log
and there's nothing that could change that even if i weren't a hog
oh i
i don't look human
and i
i can't see human
i wanna be a producer but i have no skill
and i got no motivation so i doubt i ever will
i don't like to brush my teeth and i really hate to shower
'cause i know it should be simple but it takes me like an hour
i'm a genius double-dropout, i've only worked a day
all my stuff is strewn at random and that's how it's gonna stay
all i do is leave
all i do is quit
and i blame my ADHD but my meds don't work for shit
and i
i don't act human
and i
i can't be human
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3. |
my room
03:48
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you look like this because i don't care if you don't
you feel like this 'cause when they ask me to, i won't
you were supposed to be
somebody close to me
you beg forgiveness and i don't
if i could break your every brittle bone, i might
if i could burn you down, i'd think it every night
you were supposed to be the one
the light
but out there beyond the bright blue sky
where the people will never know that my life passes by
out there with all their windows up high
they fly, oh, they fly
i'm sitting here because there's nowhere else to go
i'm standing here 'cause i can't take this anymore
you live inside of me
and i can't hide from me
you laugh at me, i let it go
i let it go
you look at me and i look back and know i don't
i look at you and you look back and know i won't
you're always there for me
you'll always care for me
i see it all, and then i don't
.
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